Emptyness ..

Hey guys salam 1Malaysia semua ..

Today 31 March 2011 its been a long time since 28 March 2011 .

I have been through a hard times lately ..

And its hard for me . I just cant sleep at all . Just like everyday .

Cant sleep cant stop thinking bout him .

After 3days benda neh berlaku and til now aku memang tak boleh tempuh lagi .

Since how many days i have been crying so hard .

I just dont know how to stop these tears from falling . Maybe we are never meant to be lovers or what :(

And that is why i have been down lately ..

Yes i love him :(

Love him more than anything else in this world .

And there is nothing that i would like better than to hold on to him forever :(

So no matter how much my heart is going to break ,

i have got to let him go so he can know just how much i love him .

You wern't supposed to leave me , you left me lost .

I dont know where did it go wrong .

There are a lots of memories with him .

Too many sweet memories and you already know how many memories i had .

I wish i could erase it all NOW !

But i know , i cant do that :(

I have tried my best to take care of the story .

But then the story come to an end :( Its kills me .

I cried everytime i wokeup til my eyes get all swollen .

Everday i woke up with something new .

And i know i cant through all this .

And i am crying right now ..

Ya Allah aku tak boleh nak lupa kan dia even sesaat pun .

Perit sangat :( Hanya kau saja yang tahu .

I hope this pain will go away !

I cannot take this anymore ! Its too painful :(

All good things must come to an end . Its scary me .

I wish I COULD END OF THIS FEELING with no tears :(

I couldn't be positive thiking .

I wish you can wipe away my tears :(

Time past by time .

Its almost 2 years actually we have known each other .

And i still cant believe til now since you left me 3days ago :(

Its hurt and too hurt for me .

WHY ALL THE GUYS DO THE SAME THING TO MANY GIRLS LIKE ME ???

WHY YOU ARE SO EASIER TO FORGET WHAT YOU HAVE DONE :(

Hmm ...

Im lost .. Losing a grip ! Falling apart !

To HIM

I have been through so much with you .

You taught me everything ..

You drive me crazy .

You know the right thing to say when im sad .

No matter what happens to us i know i could never get over :(

Let you go and forget you :( NO I CANT !

And now the new chapter finally begins .

Its all about you !

I cant stop thinking about youuu ,

I wish that things will get better soon . Please :(

Should i stay or should i move on ( i know i cant )

that is something that i cant decide . Hmm ..

I know i should decide but i JUST CANT coz there is still a spark .

ANOTHER THING , I MISS HIM SO BADLY :(

Adios amigos !

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kalau suke LIKE je ♥ Shekyn.Xevera

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